Lucien could, if he had known of her actions, choices, all involving the Sith, offered her advice, even some semblance of guidance. It wasn't as if he was unfamiliar with those thoughts, his mother's Covenant insisting on the gathering and study of Sith artifacts to better understand the enemy and rid the galaxy of them at whatever the cost and he had been a tool of that for practically his entire life. But it was only in embracing the Force and fate being fate that he got away from the ever darkening thoughts and actions he was forced to take, or rather nudged to take.
But he never thought about Haazen because if he did then that would lead to anger, and where does anger lead in a Jedi? No where particularly good and he wasn't going to allow the Sith a victory after everything he had lost in defeating him. Even if those injuries, in a way, humbled him (though honestly losing his sight was as much an annoyance as it was humbling, but humbling was a more Jedi feeling, right?).
Arriving in a new place, away from those temptations and memories of his (and others) failures, should have been just as liberating to him as being away from the Academy should have been for Atris. But like her, he has a duty to perform back home, to keep the ways going on his moon and in secret, away from others and so that is how a blind man found himself arguing with the nearest person that sounded like they were in charge. Being blind in an unknown environment, especially when he's still adapting to that change, is well, challenging and when he finds out that he asked the wrong person and that no, there's no chance of going back, he finds that familiar frustration bubbling up inside him.
And of course, instead of doing the Jedi thing and trying to let it go, he finds himself drawn to the one familiar presence in the room, a beacon in the Force compared to everyone else on board the ship to perhaps find some kinship in their mutual kidnapping. He can't see, so he can't greet this Jedi (or Jedi like being, but he's banking on Jedi, he so hopes) by name, but he can try and acknowledge them and hope to the Force they don't know what he did. Or if they do then they don't blame him for it, or at least don't pity him (he has pride, even if it's not very Jedi-like to have it).
"With the way they say we're not the only ones, I'm surprised there isn't more of us here." Us being Jedi. His head is tilted towards her in acknowledgment, even if he can't see her, and his wooden staff is to his side, away from her.
oh my god an Atris let me love you and uh give you my only KotOR era muse
But he never thought about Haazen because if he did then that would lead to anger, and where does anger lead in a Jedi? No where particularly good and he wasn't going to allow the Sith a victory after everything he had lost in defeating him. Even if those injuries, in a way, humbled him (though honestly losing his sight was as much an annoyance as it was humbling, but humbling was a more Jedi feeling, right?).
Arriving in a new place, away from those temptations and memories of his (and others) failures, should have been just as liberating to him as being away from the Academy should have been for Atris. But like her, he has a duty to perform back home, to keep the ways going on his moon and in secret, away from others and so that is how a blind man found himself arguing with the nearest person that sounded like they were in charge. Being blind in an unknown environment, especially when he's still adapting to that change, is well, challenging and when he finds out that he asked the wrong person and that no, there's no chance of going back, he finds that familiar frustration bubbling up inside him.
And of course, instead of doing the Jedi thing and trying to let it go, he finds himself drawn to the one familiar presence in the room, a beacon in the Force compared to everyone else on board the ship to perhaps find some kinship in their mutual kidnapping. He can't see, so he can't greet this Jedi (or Jedi like being, but he's banking on Jedi, he so hopes) by name, but he can try and acknowledge them and hope to the Force they don't know what he did. Or if they do then they don't blame him for it, or at least don't pity him (he has pride, even if it's not very Jedi-like to have it).
"With the way they say we're not the only ones, I'm surprised there isn't more of us here." Us being Jedi. His head is tilted towards her in acknowledgment, even if he can't see her, and his wooden staff is to his side, away from her.
((ooc: god I'm sorry for the tl;dr, but also I'm playing with Lucien here from post the comics, so his appearance is changed from his icons like so annnd he's blind with scarred up hands!))