[ She's trying. It's not really succeeding, but hey, effort gets her points. she still sighs shortly, as if frustrated with the delicacy of language she doesn't know when she adopted. It was certainly never a mission requirement. ] I don't think it's supposed to be that hard.

No, I know...what it entails. I just don't-- [ Sinthia stops abruptly short of saying deserve it, because she knows that will just start another lecture when she can't reconcile everything that easily. ] I think it's different. For people like me.